
I love you Papi!
Oh, God, where the fuck have I been?
Well, I’m sorry I haven’t been around, but I’m gonna start changing that. Obviously one of my siblings need me, and also considering Papi and Lucas aren’t really doing anything about it.

Papi’s doing his best. Lucas… that’s another story. He’s always home.
I love you too Papi.
Girls Night | El & Sadie
Elena hadn’t gone out with anyone since she came back in town except for Hunter. It was almost embarrassing how antisocial she’d become since her time in rehab. She changed clothes into something semi-sexy in case her and Sadie decided to go clubbing or something. Elena wasn’t really sure what they were going to do, just that both of them needed a night out. She drove over to the location Sadie told her about and saw her waiting on the sidewalk.
Wearing a plain black tshirt, a pair of jean shorts and some cowboy boots Sadie stood on the sidewalk. The good part about working at a radio station is she could wear almost anything. Waiting for Elena to pull up she listened to her ipod listening as Nicki Minaj blasted out the headphones. Seeing her pull up Sadie smiled softly as she waved at her and opened the car door and got in taking a seat. “Hey girly!” She said excitedly as she turned her ipod off then buckled up.

Well, that’s true. You didn’t do any of that. But you did better, you gave me a better environment, you gave me a family that loved me again. You cared and didn’t abuse me. Please stop saying that you are a bad father because you aren’t.
Oh, God, where the fuck have I been?
Well, I don’t blame you. I just, I don’t think you should start running from your situations too often. Talk to me, as always.

Well, I would have but you weren’t home to talk to so I just dealt with it until I couldn’t anymore and went back to what I know to do best and ran.
text: nope, recent situation. Okay can’t wait :)
I never said I wanted nothing to do with you. I was just tired of being ignored. I have feelings too you know which are worse since I’m a woman. You did a great job Papi. I mean look, none of your kids dropped out of high school or have kids. I got accepted into Stanford! That wouldn’t have happened without you.
I have a phone dad, email, could even ask when I showed up to school everyday. I didn’t think about that.
text: last week. Long story, I’ll catch you up when you get here. Well you know where the radio station is? Right there I just got off work.
Wah.
Way to go for the sarcasm. Another reason I can’t wait to go.

Miss you too lovely brother.
Oh, God, where the fuck have I been?
Wait, what happened? I mean, there has to be a reason.

Same old same old. No one noticed me around. I left for a couple nights to see if they’d say anything and they didn’t. So I just moved in bringing stuff over when no one was home.
You haven’t been there! Like my car, something good that was supposed to happen. You both had the time it just didn’t happen. Of course I run from my problems it’s what I’m used to doing. I love you all but sometimes it’s nice to know that you notice when I leave. It’s been a week and no one’s noticed or said anything.
text: if you have a car then go ahead. I’ve been fighting with the rents and have been staying with my coworker. I can walk over to your place though.
Oh, God, where the fuck have I been?
Finally someone who cares is around.
Sade, is everything okay? I feel terrible for being out.

Everything’s fine you know just the continuation of feeling like the odd Lopez out.





